Not Feelin It…

June 14th, 2005

I’m gonna be taking a break for awhile. I need sometime to myself to think. It seems these days everything I fucking say gets over analyzed anyways. I’ve run outta energy trying to explain myself. I guess I’ll actually take my own advice for a change and just get the fuck over it. So for [...]

1st of all I don’t really want to go to this wedding. I love my best friend and her family. Really I do. I just don’t feel like being happy joy joy and putting on the smiling face right now. I just want to go to the park with my daughter, play and read a [...]

Creepy Horoscopes…

June 10th, 2005

I know I quoted my horoscope last week sometime but man this thing is creepy. It’s like sometimes it just knows what I’m going through and writes up a horoscope to match.
If you let go a little, you’ll get a little peace. If you let go a lot, you’ll get a lot of peace. So [...]

OMG It’s HOT!!!!!

June 9th, 2005

I had planned a very nice entry for today but well its like 100 fucking degrees in this damn apartment. I’m melting into a puddle. Also I’m caught up in this new book I’m reading. I use to read all the time but dropped the habit a little after my daughter was born. I just [...]

The Phrase that pays…..

June 8th, 2005

Has someone every told you something and their words stay in your mind forever. No matter how hard you try to shake them they just seem to creep back into your consciences. You’ll be walking down the street thinking random thoughts and that phrase will just pop into your head. Sometimes its good, sometimes its [...]

The Commute…..

June 7th, 2005

I sit amongst these strangers and share with them an hour of their time. I watch their faces and try to explore the thoughts behind their eyes. Where are they going? Where have they come from? I watch them as they stare into space, clutch their children, read their books and newspapers. We share this [...]

Insert Foot in Mouth….

June 6th, 2005

Well once again I’ve fucked up. Seems on top of dying alot in Guild Wars I’ve found the new art of fucking shit up. Ever just wish you could crawl back into your bed and start the day all over. Can someone explain to me what the hell happened to my happy go lucky life [...]