A year ago today…

July 31st, 2005

I’ve been trying to come up with words to describe the importance of today. To the rest of the world its just a day. It holds no really importance. To me though today will always be a special day. A year ago today I packed up my boxes, put my daughter in my mother’s SUV [...]

To 20…

July 30th, 2005

So today I’m playing Guild Wars with my friends. My daughter is sitting watching her favorite DVD when all of a sudden I hear her counting. Now that is perfectly normal. She always counting or singing songs around the house. What shocks me comes next. She reaches 10 and keeps on counting. She counted all [...]

Damaged Goods…

July 29th, 2005

After a discussion today over at So-There forum about men, women and stereotypes it got me thinking about somethings. I always seem to find myself basing my opinions on men off my own experiences. I tend to say all men are assholes and want to get in your pants. I know its wrong of me [...]

Hmm..yeah what he said….

July 28th, 2005

Musiq Soulchild – Halfcrazy
Never thought that we would ever be more than friends
Now I’m all confused cause for you I have deeper feelings
We both thought it was cool to cross the line
And I was convinced it would be alright
Now things are strange, nothings the same
And really I just want my friend back
And my mind’s gone [...]

Just a little repost…

July 27th, 2005

I posted this on my old blog awhile back. I swear I’m working on some new stuff. I’m just to tired to get it all together. I have alot going on emotionally and dealing with it has finally taken a toll on me. Trying to get my life back in order is harder [...]

To fucking hot…

July 26th, 2005

I swear I had something more than that poem planned for today. It was gonna be really good too. Guess what though…its 98 degrees in my apartment and its to fucking HOT to sit at this damn pc. I’m about to take my daughter and sit in the bathtub like a pool for the rest [...]

A love known…

July 26th, 2005

Time shall pass
we will move on
yet I won’t forget
a love known.
In my heart
forever you’ll stay
a kiss on the wind
moments slip away
for you will always be
a love known.
Days turn to weeks
tears I shed still
my heart still mending
help me let go of
a love known.
A shadow of yesterday
words still unspoken
slowly I walk away from
a love known. [...]