That’s a lot of stuff…

March 31st, 2008

Almost losing everything this weekend made me want to look at what all I almost blew up. Man its a lot of stuff. In total its only 337 posts. Which might not seem like a lot considering that I could be posting once a day, but we won’t be going there. However it spans 3 [...]

Holy Shit!!!

March 30th, 2008

If you happened to stop by anytime last night you might have come to the default wordpress page and gone to yourself what the fuck. I know that’s what I said to myself when I saw it. I updated to wordpress 2.5 and things did not go as planned. Thankfully my host was able to [...]

Totally random question..

March 24th, 2008

What do you do when the thing you’ve worked so hard on isn’t really what you want to do anymore? ’sigh

without

March 22nd, 2008

i
i
i
i
can
not
breathe
i
i
can not find the words
i am lost with out you
and i am becoming
i
i
i
i can not fathom
a life with out
and u don’t even
and i
i
i
i am lost
my tears cloud my vision
my face is hot
my heart…it bleeds
this pain is unbearable
this pain
i
i
i
can
not
breathe
i
i
i have become
a woman I am not
weepy and weak
desperate
unstable
all for
i
i
i
can
not
breathe
you have become my air
my light my hope my [...]

Of Man and Woman

March 21st, 2008

I have known of man
and they believe to know me
yet it is a false assumption
brought upon by their lust for me
because they only see
what I choose for them to see
and I have known of man
the 5 percent
who worshiped at my temple
called me his earth
he my sun
smelled of honeysuckle and cinnamon
kissed me sweet
seduced me with his [...]

So…how you doin?

March 8th, 2008

Well its been awhile, hasn’t it? Sorry about the long hiatus. Things just got busy and as usual I ran out of witty banter. I know crazy right. Either way I’m back now. Well kinda anyways. I don’t think I’ll ever be one of those that post every day but I can at least promise [...]