July 17th, 2008

I went splat.

Thank you…

July 12th, 2008

The past few days have been awful. It seemed like I kept getting hit with bad news. There is a point where you think what the hell is going on. In the past I would have broken down. Some how though I keep going. I know that some of it has to do with the [...]

Trials…

July 10th, 2008

17 years. I’ve known my best friend for 17 years. That’s about half my life. She is not my blood but she is my sister. 17 years and not once amongst that whole entire time have even fathomed her not being here. She has a mass in her breast. The doctor is optimistic. Her voice. [...]

..falling

July 7th, 2008

The problem with falling is sometimes there is no net. There is nothing to save you from the pain that comes along with it. You just jump blindly sometimes not knowing what will happen when you hit the bottom. The jump itself can of course be exhilarating. The feeling of weightlessness. The rush. You can [...]

sad today..

July 6th, 2008

It is an overwhelming emotion. Totally unexpected. I feel empty.